a fear of trust but no lack of love

No matter what I ‘m always here stuck within this shell of fear,

I can’t trust the one I love even though I feel his love,

I cannot stand for him to go because I fear I’ll never know

The feeling of his kiss again or the taste or smell of his skin

I want to be the one that is always and forever his

And most the time I trust his words but there are times like flitting birds

I do not feel like he is true and this alone makes my heart blue

He will read this he will say to trust him every single day

But I don’t think he understands how little faith I have in man

And he will probably be upset by these honest words I’ve said

And he will likely say to me that I should just know that he

Loves me and he always will and if I could it’d be a thrill

But for some reason yet unknown I’m scared of what he hasn’t shown

And maybe all of them are right and he is not my shining knight

But even so I love him dearly and all these doubts they make me teary

So now I’ll cry because I fear to trust the one I hold most dear

And I’m not sure he’ll comprehend that my tattered heart is on the mend

And it’s ok for me to feel the way I do cuz my love is real

And I’m not afraid to let it show when I hurt so bad the whole world knows

It’s not like I’m in this all alone I’m just a little scared you know

So hold me close and keep me near and help me settle this pointless fear

Because I know that life is tough and love can sometimes make things rough

It’s all that I can do to say I’ll try until it fades away

Worry not my secret heart the love you feel’s like priceless art

It may not mean a lot right now but someday soon some way some how

He will see that your love is strong and timeless like a good love song

So corny as these words may be I write them eternally

Because love is all I’ve got and really this love is all want