it's kind of like a love song

Take a breath I need some time, I can’t control these thoughts of mine,

It’s all that I can do today, not to say what I shouldn’t say

I live my life with you in mind and you’re the reason I’m alive,

You don’t know how I really feel but I’ll tell you this; this love’s for real.

It cuts me to the core you know every time you have to go,

And I don’t want to take my time, when you occupy my peace of mind.

I don’t want you to turn away, there’s so much left I have to say.

I know we’re gonna make it through if it’s the last thing I ever do.

If loving you is the death of me then I’m the first to say let it be,

I’d rather die in love with you than fighting this so pure and true,

I can’t imagine a life without and I sure as hell have no doubt,

You’re in the deepest part of me and when I close my eyes it’s you I see.

If ever you must turn you back it’ll kill me that’s a fact,

I don’t write love songs in the dark but I know we a have magic spark,

Something true that lights my way and makes it worth another day

I’m not ashamed of how I feel I know for a fact this feeling’s real

Don’t take your time away from me, you’re all I ever thought I’d need

And even in my darkest day I know your love will light my way

I can follow you to anywhere without a fear without a care,

So baby please don’t hesitate to feed this hunger you’ll never sate

I will forever thirst for you and all the pain you put me through,

It takes a lot to take away the hurtful things of yesterday

And you know I’m scared and you are too, and that’s how I know that we’ll pull through,

Neither one of us came prepared for the power of the love we share

Don’t pull this needle from my flesh I am doing my very best

Your love is like a rose’s thorn; it hurts but keeps me safe from harm

And even though I can’t keep it in I know in time my love will win

And you will be the man of mine from now until the end of time.

I know it’s hard for you say but you say every single day

It’s not the words so much I find as all the ways you blow my mind

It’s the way you look at me like it’s with your heart you see,

It’s wonderful amazing too the way my heart beats in time to you.

I know that I shouldn’t say it but I just can’t help but relay it,

My love grows stronger everyday and I know that that won’t go away

So thank you for the times we share and for being with me everywhere

It’s more than I can do today it’s way too late I have to say

I Love You!

The Vortex That is Aaron

The Vortex That is Aaron

His eyes are like the ocean, so blue with tints of bluer;

If I look deep enough I can see the forming of the waves beneath the surface;

And deeper in the darkest depths I see the passion there.

His soul is like time, it goes on endlessly; it always has been and always will be.

I have known him since before my life began,

When I kiss him it is familiar, I felt him before I met him,

I saw him in my dreams before I ever knew him.

He is the power of the wind and strength of the oak tree.

He is the whisper in the breeze; he is the warmth of the sun,

He is brutal like thunder yet as gentle as the rain in spring.

When he breaths I feel it, when he sighs I hear it.

I don’t need to be near him to know, our souls are connected.

I can feel his pain when he is hurting,

He knows my anguish better than I do; he knows my heart better than anyone.

He is the beat of my heart; he is the blood of my bones.

We are as one person so deeply intertwined; I can feel his soul when I kiss him.

There is nothing that can break this bond, without him I am incomplete.

Who was I before I knew him?

It doesn’t matter because before him I was not whole.

He is the better half of who I am, he is my joy, he is my pride.

He has saved me more than once from my own stupidity.

He is not my only reason for living but he’s close.

He is magic, he is love, he is the embodiment of perfection.

He is the love that surrounds my world, he is my universe, he is my life.

He is all I need, all I desire and all I dream of.

I have been sucked onto the vortex; I am imprisoned by his love,

Words cannot sufficiently describe all that he is, for he is the vortex that is Aaron.